Happy Birthday Clan Ghost Bear

[Slenderman]

It's the 17th of October in New Zealand, I know because I am only 2 hours behind it's time zone.

Happy Birthday Ghost....
... hope you are alright

If you don't know what happened, Lopdo said some negative things 'bout him, he took it badly and now just abandon ship...

[highlander]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , CLAN GHOST BEAR.

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[Joshua]

Happy Birthday!!



Highlander's Polar Bears have eated his cake..

[necrocat219]

Happy Birthday! C:

I hope you're alright, Lopdos a busy man and I'm sure he wasn't being personal

[hicksy17]

Happy birthday

[Vortex_Master]

Happy Birthday Clan Ghost Bear, I hope you are ok.

[Autumnwolf17]

Well CGB, I really, REALLY hope you are okay. When I heard something might have happened to you/you might be having problems with something I felt really sad.
You are amazing man, even though I haven't and probably will never meet you face to face, I consider you to be one of my best friends anyway. I always look foward to getting onto the forums to see what you've said.

So if something's wrong, I really hope that everything turns out alright for you and that you know that you are a great person, a great packmate, and a great friend.

And if nothing's wrong and you are just off sick or something, well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYWAY! YOU'RE THE BEST!

You and me, I wouldn't leave you alone on your birthday.

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[Ratburntro44]

Happy

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Ha. I bet you thought I would put birthday here.

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Birthday!

[clan ghost bear]

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Thanks guys... it means allot...
Even though all your posts was after my Birthday ended, but I can understand, Timezones and stuff.
I figured Slendy would be the first,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , CLAN GHOST BEAR.

Happy Birthday!!



Highlander's Polar Bears have eated his cake..

Nice Picture finds Highlander and Joshua, a picture is worth a thousand words

Happy Birthday! C:

I hope you're alright, Lopdos a busy man and I'm sure he wasn't being personal

Happy birthday

Thanks Necrocat, Hisky, your the best.

Happy Birthday Clan Ghost Bear, I hope you are ok.

Well CGB, I really, REALLY hope you are okay. When I heard something might have happened to you/you might be having problems with something I felt really sad.
You are amazing man, even though I haven't and probably will never meet you face to face, I consider you to be one of my best friends anyway. I always look foward to getting onto the forums to see what you've said.

So if something's wrong, I really hope that everything turns out alright for you and that you know that you are a great person, a great packmate, and a great friend.

And if nothing's wrong and you are just off sick or something, well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYWAY! YOU'RE THE BEST!

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Meh... It's just bunch of negative stuff and sh!t pilled up and couldn't take it for a bit...

First, bunch of the usual sh*t and school and home going through the whole time.
then, Highlander and Autumn and JTE (well JTE not much but involved) had arguments and stuff.
then, I read my old posts and others back when the last time I was around allot...
... allot more negative... negative... negative...
...
stuff.

due to massive confusion and stuff I spent 3 and a half hours starring at a book case with old mags and a wall (don't ask why or how)

and I got a game across Play Station store BUT it does not have no where near that much content like the actual game and lack of stuff... it is more like a upgraded demo version that costs 25 bucks....
Infact I had the demo, it's better in some ways then what I got... e-o

anyway my birthday kinda lifted my mood for once and people everywhere said happy birthday.
ALLOT in school, Allot on kongregate and chatzy, a few on Deviant are and a few on Vortexwars Forum... yay...
I won't be much on though... still kinda.... err... Hurt by Lopdo and a few others

I have issues of getting my emotion out and every so and so I kinda blow like a volcano under to much pressure, being me I don't blow in rage but usually depression, some of my reasons may be small, but give it time, and it will destroy you like a infected wound, sometimes I hold these thing in for months, sometimes for years, but it is hard for me to forget, and even things from ruffly last Northern hemisphere winter, still burn.

I know Lopdo didn't mean to, I know, english is like my 3rd or 4th language, It's just Lopdo was a bit more larger and last impact on me and I broke down, Yes, I know, I have issues, no body is perfect.
Some people got there perks and got there flaws.
I did have a depressive history, I had Bipolar Disorder (type of depression, much harder to get out then most).
Kinda had a roller coaster effect, also my life is not as good as most of you guys.

I'm sorry for any problems Lopdo may have gotten when I left, I'm sorry...

and Slenderman? you heard I suicide?
It takes allot more then mixed emotions to get me down, I'll tell you that.

Happy

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Ha. I bet you thought I would put birthday here.

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Birthday!

Haha! I did, always expect Ratburntro to try to lift the mood.

If anyone asks that if I am Okay... I don't know the answer to that sorry...
I still want sometime to cool of... I came due to slenderman giving me over 50 messages of 8 different websites and stuff...
Just want my friend to stop panicking, and let you guys know I am well... not dead... and sorta alright...

I'm not back yet though... I still want some time to cool of... don't want 1 little thing making all this happen all over again or snap at someone I like...

If you don't mind, I will attend my duties for the Ghost Bear Legionnaires on Motorstorm , 1 new recruit keeps setting himself on fire then drowns himself , need to teach him the difference between "Breaks" and "Cliff Edges"

If you can't wait 5 days for me to come back tell Slendy to message me, anything's welcomed from simple hello's to long wall of text saying how much you missed me or how you threw a party when I left.

I won't be back here in 5 days so any reply's here will take a bit of a while for me to respond to...

Adios

[Slenderman]

I was gonna say possible reasons I may have caused that ended up to this...
But then I made a long list... so I kept it plain and simple

PrincessLuna24 did it!

(to anyone that does not know who she is, read the spoiler, if you don't give a F***, then don't bother )

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(another GBL member, Brony, can be found on kongregate, Motorstorm: Arctic edge, Ace Combat: Assault Horizon, and the Ghost Bear Legionnaires website, she is the person that spy's on your kong chats and picks out anything like secret alliances or stuff through there, some people believed Clan Ghost Bear and her had a "Relationship" but then it was proven false due to the part Ghost Bear can't stand being near to strong source of Brony Fandom and activity... and Luna is pretty much a hard core brony... scares me how long she can talk about Ponies... Well at less she lives quiet close by to me and she loves hugs , Score for me!)